I did absolutely nothing all day with the exception of one class in the afternoon. I got caught up watching Apocalypto, I never seen it and it was good. I actually highly recommend it, I think it would be good to see a Spanish invasion movie like the to the tone of the end of the movie.
So yesterday was 9/14/2011. I'm reaching my full year of being single and of writing here on my blog. I caught myself thinking again.
I have too many issues.
Or do I?!?
To be honest I don't think do. I overanalyze and think and become inept to making decisions. Is it wrong to make sure I take my time before making a choice?
With school just starting and being in my last few weeks with my team at work, I'm ready for change!
My ex and I have slowly started to talk. (No not like that) just talk. Still weird, weird that he texts, weird that he always seemed to have friend problems, weird that it seems that he's just barely realizing that sometimes friends do part ways and you have to drop them.
I don't look back on my actions, and I certainly don't know everything. What I do know is that people will come and go and you sometimes have to adapt to life's curveballs so quit your bitching and moaning and move on.
Currently I am viewing all my options on something and it has me stumped. If you can't decide don't choose any at all
Yet how am I supposed to when I seem to get lost every time we talk. Back to my point..Do I have issues? ( I think not :P) Am I a broken person who needs another broken person? (Maybe when two negatives make a positive) Am I in love? (Ha definitely Not) Am I involved with someone? (dunno) Am I happy despite all my so called issues? (Yes definitely)
I don't know how to end this except with this: Don't rush yourself, be sure you can live with your choices and results.
Mina
*late night blog as I reach my second wind. Il
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