Monday, November 28, 2011

2 Days, 9 Days, 26 Days, and Counting

Today is Monday. I been on vacation for about a little less than a week. It feels both awesome and weird not having a tight schedule and being a busy little bee. A few days off are well needed and I am going to take full advantage of it.

The past week pretty much happened like this:
Monday: One final, email take home final, & One paper
Tuesday:One final  & finish other paper
Wednesday: Finish last paper, email take home final, pre-make Thanksgiving dinner and my Panna Cotta
Thursday: Prepare Thanksgiving food, finishing making my Panna Cotta, Eat!, and start early Black Friday Shopping
Friday: Finish all Black Friday Shopping and arrived home at 3:30 :)
(This day was a lazy day for ALL of us!)
Saturday: Work with Overtime, eat, and sleep
Sunday: Work with Overtime again, watch Walking Dead Mid season Finale, sleep,
(yup you read that right, no eating. lol)
Monday:Work with no overtime :(, eat, slept, and watch House Mid season Finale!

Panna Cotta with Raspberry sauce
My Thanksgiving Contribution 


Who knows what the rest of my vacation holds, I'm super stoked to do nothing. I'm also stoked for my vacation to start! I need this soooo bad! I need to get tanned and thinner again.


Countdown
9 days til vacation
26 days til a new team and new work hours are picked



School
This quarter was a success, 6 classes total and I passed all of them! Grades are not up yet but just knowing I did my best and its one quarter down 2 to go! I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this. Still blows I gotta do one more internship, but I do have an interview lined up soon to work at an Event and I hope Ill be able to talk to the Student Director at school to be able to turn it into an internship. *Here's to hoping!

I believe this is a good place to end this update. I do have to mention my love life as it is a theme in my blog and part of my life despite the past. I am still single. But actually single. Lol. not talking with anyone. just hanging out at home with my sisters and family.  The guys I been meeting are total opposites to each other (from too serious to fast to totally MIA) nothing really clicking just yet. In the mean time I have my goofballs.  One who is a total pansy, one who puts up a front of being a "women controller" but is a total sweetheart,  one who is neurotic, thinks a lot, and probes too much into everyone's thoughts (but is the coolest friend ever!), one who is a total weenie (but hes my weenie!), and a few if not a lot nuts and weirdos (but they are my nuts and weirdos) Even if I get on your nerves and you see me as This  and That. I am complicated yes but you love me. :)

Mina 

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

I am

mediocre.

I am out of place, and still have nothing to show. Nothing to gloat about. Nothing that will be associated with my life.

The girl with the eyeliner.

Thats as far as I haveGotten, being known as that girl with the dark eyes. Hell not even being remembered by my own name. A common name as it already is, and yet I find it better that they call me the wrong name over and over vs wrong every time because than for a split moment that persons successes become mine.

Not made gold. Not left behind in the muck either.
I have men talking to me for the wrong reasons.
Or the right intentions but at the wrong time.
Or the right intentions, but I don't have that electric bond that'll motion me to respond.

Dispensable, unmovable, one touch explosive and informality to social rules of friendship.
I haven't found my outlet. My only source of contempt for the time being is my job. But..why do so many people dislike it while I don't...

Its only temporary.
I have faith these thoughts I have will evaporate. While I have my own conflicting battles and emotions, I still count my blessings because it could always be worse.

Wallow in your self pity, self hatred, and self emotional mutilation. But come back from it, reflect, and take care of your own person.


Mina

This note is for me, cuz I do love myself. You aren't part of my long term happiness, you were/(are) just the blade.


Sent from my iPhone

Thursday, November 10, 2011

30 Days, 20 Days, 4 Days && Counting~



My beloved weenie has suggested that I am neglecting my readers. (I would estimate that's about a total of 12 people in all including the 3 "official" followers.) I picked up an awesome new show for me to watch during the month long upcoming break:




The Big Bang Theory

Holy cow this show is funny and so entertaining. Plus there are 5 seasons for me to catch up on! This Holiday season is going to be awesome!

In school news: I have 2 weeks left before I have a long break! Im so excited for this quarter to be over! Project after project after project... 

In work news: I got about 4 weeks left, a total of 30 days of being in the same team and people. ( I'm still working at Ohare bout about twice a year we rotate and pick new work hours and a new team) I am especially looking forward to a new team because certain people (or person) are getting on my nerves. I refuse to make our situation bigger, I've had many experiences when I was working at Pete's and working alongside someone you hate making each other mad on purpose deflects our work environment. We pretty much started off on the wrong foot but have the same friends but as time passes peoples true colors show and it has come down to her mocking and avoiding my bagchecks and me avoiding her period.  Difference between me and her is
1) I know how to keep work separate, If she called a bagcheck I would get it. 
2) I get along with everyone on my team. (everyone..even the guy I was talking to but stopped) on the other hand half of my team doesn't like her either.. So whos the one with the problem..



Mina~