Emotional Cutter does not equal distress!

I don't feel like this is it! Everyone around me is already finished, happy and content, going out in the wee hours of the night, getting married, and having kids!
A part of me does envy those who have these items, and gloat about it, but what I am really feeling is just discontentment with my own life, that I am not necessarily happy and jumping for joy at my own life. Don't get me wrong! I am not depressed! I repeat, I am not depressed! I just find a hard time finding something to be happy about, just when I think I have found something or am content, something changes and shifts, either by my own mind or external forces, that cause me to question what is. It by no means mean that I am locked away in my room sleeping the day away! I enjoy, at this moment, hanging out with my sisters and family, hanging out with my best friend Sam, and looking forward to the summer!
One of my special qualities is that I am able to force something to the back of the inner dungeons of my mind, never thinking of it again, and because of it, it's like it never happened. A very useful quality indeed or  a ticking bomb that will one day detonate and I feel sorry for the poor soul who shall feel my wrath. (or maybe not! Maybe my bomb is dud.)
I can also adapt to my surroundings, to what the situation calls for, to what people expect, and to what I believe I should be. Deep down in what is Maria, I am a happy, friendly content individual who makes friends easily and wants nothing more than to be happy with a vast network of support, colleagues, and friends. At work, when I first started for example, I struggled to take action and changed myself to what I thought TSA expected me to me (authoritative and more of a police officer taking down an armed suspect). However after much experience on my own without a mentor and trusting people like my supervisor and close friends, I evolved and became to what I am now. I don't trust anyone, but I talk to passengers and colleagues alike with respect and lead with whatever the situation needs VS an iron fist or leading people from behind a wall....

Let's get down to the biscuits and gravy! What is it that you want!?
I'm not sure, at this moment, I just know I am happy and warm in bed as the thoughts of SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL PAPERS PAPERS PAPERS, PROJECTS PROJECTS, AND A PAPER, run back and forth in my head.

as always writing a mess of a blog,
your ticking dud, Mina!

I think all in all, I miss the unconditional love and attention Snoopy gave me. Still miss my dog, 

Draw Something and Tuesdays!

So, I am waiting for my last class of what are to be an endless string of busy busy tiring Tuesdays with two fairly reasonable breaks. Class starts in 15 minutes. I should leave the computer lab and get the strongest energy drink. (hmmm  Monster, 5 Hour, Red bull, or generic brand) I noticed a few people I know in my classes! Hooray for familiar faces! I was reading the powerpoint for my next class and it seems like a fun class, but we shall see. I have 5 classes this quarter (18 credit hours, if anyone is wondering) and for the few that know this is a very important quarter.

:)
Best!!!!

Mina~
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This is "Conan"....yea i said wtf too

This is probably my favorite drawing I've done :)