It felt unreal til about the actual day of, when we were rushing to leave to the commencement, shit we thought we were going to be late! We all did! I felt excited and did feel the "holy crap am I really here, Pinch me!" But alas Graduation came and went.
Grades were finally posted last Saturday! Now it feels official.
Post-graduation and university life, I feel excited at the possibilities of finally having a worthwhile summer with my best bud. At the same point I feel scared at, not that I have to work (I been working since I was 17) or what I am going to do (I see taking a: see-what-comes-as-it-happens approach is best for me, so I am not scared of that either.) I am merely just taking everything in, questioning who is worth my time, who am I really, and questioning my own beliefs and ways of thinking.
Funny that the stranger I talked too was right about how I am in a sorts of inner struggle with myself. At the moment when he was talking, I had no fucking clue what the fuck he was talking about, but it kinda sorta makes sense now, not entirely mind you, I am merely commenting as I see it unfold myself.
I accomplished what I wanted! I want to fight the world of ignorant people but I feel overwhelmed! There are ignorant people everywhere and it is just now that I realize I alone cannot do this. This article is kinda an eye-opener, depressing, view on life by a crazy psychopath who abuses the system. So screw you man!
Against Adulthood But still makes you ponder.
The world around me is bigger than I thought, and yet I feel like I know the stranger I am meeting already. (it is hard to really explain what I am trying to say.)
I'll be 25 by years end, and the uncertainty of my life at this point, without having the cushioning of school, is exhilarating and scary. However I am ready to tackle what's next.
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| Support System (Check!) |
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| Proud Parents(check!) |
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| Self-accomplished (Check!) |
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| Adult (Debatable) |
Mina~
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